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the browser tab you keep

Naming it. The thing you have been doing for years, given the word it already had.

07 AUG 20265 spoken lines58 wordsNaming it

This one says 58 words over 5 spoken lines, against a corpus that runs 22 to 96.

Every picture here is from this entry's own footage.
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there's a browser tab you've kept open for weeks.

02you opened it to deal with later. later never came.

03but you can't close it either. closing it feels like deciding.

04that tab isn't a task. it's a decision you're not ready to make.

05your brain parks hard choices somewhere visible, so it doesn't have to feel them yet.

the tab is not the problem. the deciding is